June 2032
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[break]Marriage was never something that Lily had considered as a teenager. She had never been one of those girls to fantasise about a big day all about her - and the idea of then being attached to the same person for life? How about: no. It was a weird mixture of preferred solitude and a genuine belief that she wouldn't live that long anyway.
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[break]Jasper had kind of been a surprise on every level. When they'd re-met after she'd come back from her potions tour she hadn't been expecting.. well, any of what had happened. They'd just fallen into place. Before him she had barely slept with the same person twice, let alone been part of an actual couple. It wasn't even like it had been a carefree route for them either - being back at school had majorly stressed her out from day one, but towards the end of the year something came up between him and his brother, Rory, and let's just say if they'd been able to be in the same place at the same time things would have been a Lot easier. So of course shit had hit the fan during her actual NEWT exams when she couldn't leave the castle.
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[break]She had apparated straight into his room from Hogsmeade within half an hour of the end of her final exam, and had been extremely unsurprised to find Jasper sat on his bed, leaning against the headboard with an open sketch pad resting on his thigh. What had been surprising, however, was the blank page in front of him and the glazed look in his eyes as he'd turned to look at her. Like he couldn't quite believe she was actually there.
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[break]The thing with Lily and Jasper will always be that he is the people person. They had literally met because he'd talked her through a panic attack, and even though she was now able to connect with other people unlike that broken 13 year old hiding in a broom closet, she still had no idea how to talk to someone in this kind of state. Luckily, with Jasper, she didn't really have to. She'd instantly dropped her bags and moved across the bed to him, climbing into his lap as he'd let his sketch pad drop; he'd gone to hold her waist and she'd taken his face in her hands and just gently stroked her thumbs across his cheeks as he'd closed his eyes - and then they had just sat there a while as he came back to himself, no words necessary.
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[break]It was later that evening, when everything had calmed down and she was curled up next to him, wearing one his shirts and pretending she didn't know he was sketching her as she lay there scrolling through her quiv, that Lily truly realised she was in this for the long haul. That this wasn't a case of her using him like she had feared (and like their interactions in school had been). That they were really a team and they could help each other through anything, and though they'd never specifically spoken about the future she knew he felt the same.
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[break]That summer before she'd started working properly they'd taken some time to travel. Together, not separately like they had before. She had been around the world but going from country to country in huge jumps misses a lot of sections - so whilst Jasper may have travelled smaller distances, he'd seen a lot of things she'd missed out on. Most of Europe barring about three square miles of the Pyrenees and a few Greek islands were a complete mystery to her, and he was more than happy to act as tour guide.
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[break]They toured the continent and it was just. Amazing. There's a small part of her heart that will always be in Copenhagen. She can imagine another life where that's where they decided to settle down. Jasper painting boats long into the night. Constantly buying trinkets along the harbour. She was actually a little sad to leave that first time, but she knew they'd be back without a doubt.
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[break]From Europe they keep travelling east. Lily takes him to Pakistan first - to visit Rafeena. Fee hadn't been the oldest person on the world tour age-wise, but life-wise? Well, she'd left two children under eight for that qualification. Not a light decision. She'd become the group's pseudo-mum pretty early on, and so seeing her grab Jasper by the hair and pull his face down to her eye level so she could look him dead in the eye had just been.. beautiful to Lily. Whatever Fee had seen in his soul she'd approved of. Heartily.
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[break]"I feel like she's just told us we have her blessings to get married," Jasper had chuckled afterwards. She'd just gone still in his arms when he did. He'd noticed immediately, questioned her gently, and she'd given the standard responses. I don't believe in marriage. It'd just be a piece of paper. It doesn't change anything anyway. She'd even brought up Dom's stance of 'its not fair for them to do it when not everybody has the right to'. He'd just kissed her and accepted her stance, and she knew that he wouldn't probe her on it. Not for a while at least. Possibly not ever.
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[break]It was only a passing comment, really, but it stuck in her head. Her mind fixated on it. Because all the reasons she had given were well and true but in her heart she knew that wasn't everything. It made her really sit and consider it for the first time, and she realised its wasn't the actual marriage that she was personally against, it was the wedding. Regardless of the person. Regardless of whether she wanted that commitment or status at that or any point in the future. She just could not see herself wanting that day.
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[break]At face value, it seemed silly, but they both have big families. Big families that would want to be involved, and would insist on things being traditional to a certain extent. So there'd be a moment when everything would stop and all attention would be on her - and only her. A moment where there should be happy tears threatening to spill over and a guiding hand to help her. The hand that held her up so she could climb when she was little. The hand that she'd held in a vice grip when she'd then fallen and grazed her leg and the tears had just kept coming. The hand that had tucked her hair behind her ear and told her to reach for the stars before she took her first ride on the Hogwarts Express. The hand of a ghost.
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[break]She could ask James, she was aware, or Al. Or even her mum. She wouldn't necessarily have to be alone, but it still wouldn't be the same. And everyone involved would know it.
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[break]Their next stop had been Tawhi, a remote island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. Its entirely magical, barely three miles in length, and impossible to get to unless you know how. Its probably Lily's absolute favourite place in the world. Given that there was only one boat a week in or out from Samoa, they'd stayed there almost a month on the tour. Made friends with the locals. Become part of the community.
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[break]When they arrived a girl called Kalea had jumped on Lily almost immediately. She hadn't actually told anyone to expect them, in case something had happened and they hadn't been able to make the journey, and Kalea had been so delighted that by some fate they'd managed to arrive the day before her wedding. The timing for Lily's psyche had been almost impeccable.
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[break]She actually knew the groom, too. He'd been one of the potioneers they'd come to work with three years prior to that visit. Anaru. At that time the two of them had barely interacted, but watching them together everything in the world had just, fallen into place.
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[break]Coming back to England had been a shock to the system for both of them. Lily had had to walk almost straight into her mastery at St. Mungos - literally she had been there two days after they'd got back. They'd had to go from spending literally every moment together to seeing each other three times a week and it had sucked. But there was no way she was moving out of her mum's to move into a three bed flat that already had four occupants, and he wasn't moving into the house she'd grown up. She'd feared they'd never leave if he did.
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[break]They'd thrown ideas back and forth for a while. Where they'd like to live ideally vs. what they could realistically afford. They had this ridiculous dream home - one where she could brew and he could paint and everyone could visit if they wanted to. Remote, with views of the ocean. They'd ended up comparing every other option to this pipe dream until they'd got to the point where nothing else would even do. On a proper 'fuck it' moment, they'd decided to give up looking for a place to live for now, and instead just buy a plot of land to build this ideal on. It'd mean more time not living together to build it, but once they had it they'd never need to move. They knew they could wait it out.
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[break]What they weren't sure of, however, was if they'd actually get the planning permission for a magical residence. The goblins could be funny about non-traditional pairings, and it got to the point where Lily had to mention it.
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[break]"They might say we have to be married," she'd pointed out.
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[break]"Cool," Jasper had replied with a grin, and that was the entire conversation. If the goblins made them do it so they could build their dream house, they'd just have to get married.
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[break]Possibly because she's a Potter, the goblins didn't care. So they bought the land. They started the build.
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[break]The first letter she received whilst stood on the foundations of what would become their patio was from Kalea - asking how many guest rooms they would have, and if one would have a crib.
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[break]The next time the thought had even come up it had been four years. Four years of potions and charcoal, of adventures and a weird determination to have sex in every country they visited together. ("You know, Vatican City is technically a country....")
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[break]They were in Peru, somewhere in the Andes. Not close enough to Machu Picchu for the main bulk of the tourist trade, but there was a B&B in this village with views overlooking the peaks that Jasper is itching to impress onto paper, and Lily really would not mind waking up to.
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[break]Lily was leaning on Jasper's shoulder as they checked in, and the old lady running the place made some sort of reference to being newlyweds. She'd shaken her head, set her straight, and then next thing she knew the woman had taken the key already in Jasper's hand and swapped it for another one. They'd been too tired to really question it until they'd got to the room.
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[break]"There's two separate beds," Jasper had questioned, looking at her like he had no idea how this had happened.
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[break]Lily nodded, "Yeah. Not ideal."
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[break]"They're in two
separate rooms, Lil."
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[break]"I know, I know," she'd sighed, searching for a silver lining, "At least they're connected?"
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[break]He didn't take it. He actually
pouted at her, "This is because you told her we weren't married."
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[break]"We're not married, J."
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[break]"There's a chapel in the vil-"
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[break]"Oh my god, no! Not a good enough reason to get married."
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[break]They'd only stayed there the one night.
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[break]It seemed like a life time ago, but it had actually only been a few weeks. They hadn't stayed long in Peru, just a couple of days longer in Lima District before heading back to Tawhi. They actually hadn't been back since Kalea and Anaru's wedding and it had been like an itch they couldn't scratch. Just, a dire need to be back on the island.
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[break]Arriving had been surreal. Lily and Kalea would write to each other sometimes, but never often. She hadn't thought to write ahead just like she hadn't the last time. Turns out even if she had the letter wouldn't have got anywhere. No one runs to greet them at the harbour.
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[break]When they get up to the community house Lily can tell immediately. She has Kalea's eyes, and Anaru's nose and Lily has to close her eyes for a moment to not react to the toddler in front of her. She's with Anaru's father, Akamu, who must be in his 80s by now. A potioneer as well and one of the first people Lily had ever met on Tawhi. She can see the grief in his eyes.
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[break]Jasper, of course, has immediately given the child his full attention.
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[break]At first they only plan to stay a week. Akumu insists they stay with him and his granddaughter. Its just the two of them and he would appreciate the support as he's struggling to keep up with her energy now. They can't say no.
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[break]Maia is a pure delight. They've fallen and they've fallen hard, and Akumu cannot thank them enough for staying even longer. They'd had vague plans to go to Australia and then to Egypt but they postpone them all. If they need to go straight back to the UK they'll do that instead, but they're putting it off as long as possible.
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[break]Its Akumu that suggests it. That they take Maia with them when its time for them to leave. Lily isn't sure how to take it at all but he seems so relieved at the idea of her having them, of knowing exactly where she'll be. There's a catch though, obviously. There always is. In their culture they need to be married to adopt.
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[break]Its a good enough reason.
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